Wrecked ship report - New Blogger entry

Hello everyone.

Before anybody reads further, if you are uninterested in reading about an unknown person sitting behind their desk, typing words in a rather poor English, feel free to do whatever you want to do, I won't deny you from reading anytime.

I hope that my words would be of any use to anybody, though that would be an unlikely fact.
Yes, this blog is mainly a way to externalize the daily frustrations and upsets of a 20-year-old lambda person. Do expect from time to time some piece of advice that I wouldn't apply, or anything of the sort that could cheer anybody but myself.

In case you didn't read the title, it is "Shipwreck crossroads". It's just the image of my mindstate as of now. I am only 20, but I consider that my life is vain. Let me tell you in advance: Any attempt to "turn me into an religious person" will fail since I am not going to change faith - thank you very much.

Too many matters have made me sink into sorrow and sadness; nothing new, I have always been sad by nature. The only times I have hope are when I glance at the orange leather ball in my small room. That hope, though, is growing thinner on a daily basis. You might notice that I don't let it appear very much since I also have some heavy weaponry such as 'sarcasm' and 'irony'... to name a few.

This blog is here to allow me to share every bit of feelings I have, as well as just put what goes on in my head, regardless of its nature. You don't need to give any piece of advice or to insert criticism for the sake of criticism. Taken from the blog "Mark and Angel hack life" is an excrept that you'd better keep in mind if you want to motivate me or anything...

There are two methods for inspiring positive change in our youth. The first is to ask them to look in the mirror and see the absolute worst of themselves, and hope that they have enough self-confidence to make a change. The second is to ask them to look in the mirror and see the absolute best of themselves, which gives them the self-confidence needed to make a change.